Belief, Telepathy, and the Magic in the Everyday

Hello and welcome to another episode of Aphantasia experiments. I am recording this episode in my car as I drive to pick up my dog from the groomers so I'm sorry the sound quality will not be exceptional, but the fun thing about doing a podcast while you drive is you might hear me see some magical things like a squirrel or a tiger. I mean, that would be very magical. Probably won't in Ontario. If I'm not driving by a zoo, but anyways, there's more opportunity for magical things to happen. I was up last night at 3 a.m., and I had so much come in my mind about stuff to podcast, about.. As I know, I've mentioned many times in the last few episodes of the show,. I've mentioned the telepathy tapes. I'm actually getting better at saying the word telepathy. I always struggle with that word for some reason.. They've been doing, like, a second season. They're doing a second season, but they've been doing these talk tracks in between, and they're very, very interesting and there's a lot of stuff on there that I'm like,. Oh, it's all making sense. You know, when you, they're all the stuff that I've been really fascinated in and really interested in, were the last five years, and pretty much my whole life. It's all connected, you know, it's all connected. And, in the last episode, they were talking about Alzheimer's, and I had this whole, um, epiphany about Alzimer's once, because I had been working at. the company where I was delivering remains, and a lot of the people I was delivering, like, a lot of the loved ones, like the rains that I was bringing back were people who had died. Um who at the end of life had some sort of memory, thing, Dementia Alzheimer's. You name it, that was often the culprit, I would say, probably like, 80%, like, so many people at the end of life. And at the time when I was doing these deliveries, I would often have like the urn in my house the night before, and I always paid a lot of respect to, you know, the energy and all that stuff around it. But I was having all of these, like, epiphanies about Alzheimer's and stuff. And when I'm listening to the. telepathy tapes, talk track stuff, I just keep thinking it's all so connected. We have Alzhemer's and dementia completely wrong. Like, we talk about how it's plaque and all this stuff, and I think that it's really more about a consciousness.. It's a consciousness thing. It's not about the mind, the brain. It's about where our consciousness is. And. I think we are limited in what our minds can perceive and stuff. And when people often have some sort of araxia, so in the telepathy tapes they're talking about how people have araxia, like they have like nonverbal autism and often their bodies aren't working properly for them, but they have these, like, insanely, unique and special minds that are in, like just incredibly bright savants. You know, people who know multiple languages, but they look like they look like they can't do anything'cause they're drooling and smearing faeces on a waltz because they have no control of their body movement. And so it's similar to people with Alzheimer's. They look like they're incapacitated, they look like, you know, they have no memory of this life, but they're also accessing a different, a different, like their brain is working in a different way. It's like offline, but then their consciousness is accessing something else. So in, I think it was the last episode of Talk tracks on the Topathy tapes If you want to listen to it, just look up tapes and then they have like extra episodes, which are called talk tracks, but it's all the same thing. But they were talking about how this guy who I don't honestly, I gotta listen to it again, I listened to so much, I absorb a lot of information. He was talking about how he is able to telepathically communicate with people as Alzheimer's, and I feel as if this was something that was happening to me in a way, through my experience, with the death care stuff I did, I believe that energy continues and moves on forever, and I think that the people who had passed on were trying to communicate things with me, like energetically, about Alzheimer's. I think that we're often being communicated with, telepathically, that we're not really aware of, and a huge component of. What's the word of it being real is the belief behind it. So. I'm trying to. The thing that came to me last night, at 3:00.m. was the song by Gavin DeGraw. Belief. Uh, I don't even know, like, if I looked up the meaning of the song, what I feel like it's probably about God and whatever, but it came into my head last night, and it was like, belief makes things real, makes things feel feel, all right? I think that's the lyrics. That's what was looping in my head last night, and I was thinking about. all of my experiences in life, not just the magical ones, but mostly the magical ones, and how I've always had a belief in there being more than what we just see. Do you know what I mean? Like, science can only explain so much, and there's stuff that happens that feel magical, and I believe them to be magical, and I let them I let that magic in and because of that, I think I've experienced an abundant life full of synchronicities and magical moments. And I just always believe they're gonna happen. Like, I wake up every day and I think, what magical thing is gonna happen today. And sometimes days are blah, and sometimes these are hard, but I always know that there's some sort of magic happening behind the scenes that's gonna teach me some sort of lesson or empower me in some sort of way, or whatever, right? And I also know that, like, the struggles in life that we have, often, like propel us to change, make changes and, yeah, I don't know, developed new relationships and whatnot, so where am I going with this? belief. Belief makes things real. It makes things feel, it makes things feel all right. So when I was working at in the death industry, let's just say that.. I had all these crazy magical moments happen, and I reached out to someone, I think it's said ions International, something or other,c she did. I'm so bad. I'm in the car, so I'm not having anyone's names. And I consume a lot of information. She was a doctor doing research on.. after death communication, basically,, getting this wrong. Um. Anyways, I reached out, and I was talking about how when I was in this industry, in this field, I had so many people express their stories and tell me, you know, the things that would happen after their 11 with died or like in the moments before, or like, they would tell me the story about how all they wanted was to get back to say goodbye and then they did, and it was like five minutes later, a person died. Everyone had a story. Everyone had a story. And every story was like impactful for that person. But then I would talk to other people who didn't have stories. and that their approach to it was like death is death and that is that. And it's not that they didn't lead with compassion and empathy and all that stuff, but, like, that belief was not there. That belief wasn't there, and I think that people innately know when someone is open and when someone is not. So I look at, like, the telepy tapes and these autistic kids, but I don't I don't even want to say autistic because I think that puts, like a P's picture of like all autistic people are telepathic. Where a lot of autistic people are very rigid in their in their mind frame and thinking and processes that might actually be like, this is stupid and I don't agree with this and whatever, because autism is is such a random label and is such a spectrum, right? It's such a spectrum. People with appantasia were probably autistic, right? Like, if you. I'm sure you throw that into the autism spectrum. I'm sure I am highly functioning. Like, I just think that we, the more that I've learned about Aphantagia and our minds and whatnot, the more I realize, like, we, the human experience is such a spectrum that saying someone's autistic. There's so many different forms, and it's so vast and whatever, so the whole telepathy thing, I don't want to say, non speaking autistic people, I'm just gonna say people who have unique abilities that might not have control over their bodies. See, I don't think it's all only to do with apraxia. I think that people can get to this telepathic state. But it's. What's the word? It's more difficult, so I think the people who have a disconnect from their body have an easier way of connecting. I think that people that have control over their body and, like, are fully in their egoistical mind set. It's harder for them to access this telepathic, like non local communication. But I think we're all capable of it and it all, like, stems from your belief system and knowing that you're capable of it.. I have had random incidences my whole life about, like, that kind of came to fruition the other day, that I I was like, I'm someone who makes random connections all the time. Make random connections, and I went to my my kids' football game the other day, and it was inside a dome. And, uh, as soon as I got in the dome, I started hearing something in my ear. It was like a tickle, a tickle in my ear. It felt like someone was like. whispering in my ear, and it was giving, like a little like a little tickle. Like someone was like, itching my inner ear hairs. And it made kind of move my jaw around, and all of a sudden, I was like,Wa, I had this memory, this is so random, but I had this memory. flood into my head, and again by my memories are not visual, but I often have memories, just flood in my head for no reason. And part of this journey has been like, oh, what do these memories that flood into your head mean? And I'm getting to the bottom of that. So. So I get into this dome, and my ear starts tingling or whatever, and immediately I'm like, paying attention, paying attention. And I get this memory and it's saying.. It's the memory. Okay, so I got to explain this. The memory itself is when I went to this festival in Aliston in Ontario, Canada. It's called Potato Festival. I went when I don't know, early 2000s, and I went on this ride called the Zipper. And I immediately passed out when the ride started. And I got a concussion. I hit my head against the the ride and, my purse was open, everything flew out. It was terrible, but also kind of hilarious. Like, we made a joke out of it. I was in my 20s. I had been drinking, like, it was the whole thing. So, jokes for years to come, but I walk into this football stadium. There's no scene of a memory of this. Like, there's no carnival equipment, there's no potatoes. Like, nothing in there is going to remind me of this experience at all. But I have been struggling with my son's mental health and my own health issues for the last, I don't know, a couple years. I haven't really talked much about it on here, but one of the things that I'm looking at medically has to do with your heart and your blood pressure and getting up too quickly in movement and stuff. And that memory just flooded my head and I was and then I asked later, I said, would this condition cause me to, you know, pass out during a roller coaster or, like this and it was like, yes, this is a big clue, whatever." So sometimes these memories, they kind of fly in and of nowhere, are a clues to figuring out, like, they're puzzle pieces, right? They're puzle pieces to your life, those memories that flood in are, like, the memories that you hold on to are a puzzle that, you know, helps you figure out what's going on in your life, I think. Anyways, so the dome, I wanted to go back to the dome thing because in the telepathy tapes, the individuals who have this ability often talk about going to this place called the Hill. And I don't know if I've been to the hill or not, but I know I've been to a place where I feel completely calm and like, at home and like I know everything and and the energy is just so like, clear. It's just a knowingness and it's.. I don't. I don't really know how to explain it'cause it's not visual. It's like, it's it's a. It's it's it's like an essence. I don't know how to put it other than that, but I've been there and I've gone there since I was little, since I was a little kid, I used to, I remember when my mom used to read us all stories at night, and we'd go into her queen size bed, and my brother sisters and I would lay in bed together. And I was small, and I remember going at the bottom of the comforter, and uh, and I would pile like the pillows on me in the blankets, and I remember it would be like it would be hard to breathe under there, but I remember feeling like I was in a different dimension and a, like a different universe, and everything felt still calm and like anything could happen there and anything would happen there in all it took was like. I don't it was a magical place. I can't explain it and when they were talking about it on the telepathy tapes, I was like, I've been there, I know what they're talking about. And I got this flash. When I was listening to the telepathy tapes, when I was in Cuba recently with my family, we were in the ocean, I was in the ocean kind of swimming around with my, I had, those goggles that have like a face mask on it, so you can. It's like a snorkel thing. It's really cool, so you can swim with a full face mask and breathe. Basically, a snorkel, but it's cooler. Anyways, I was doing that for a good half an hour and I felt so calm and so at peace, and I felt like. I just water in the ocean, everything about that just makes me feel like very similar to that hill feeling, right? Like that, like, everything is right in the universe, right? And I've talked about this before when I'm on vacation and I always often have different dreams and prophetic dreams and whatnot. But what happened after I got out of the ocean was what was interesting to me, and this is what flashed into my head when I was listening to the talk tracks episode. I think it was the talk tracks episode ofull up the tapes... When I got out of the ocean, I felt immediately, like, nauseous, and I'm sure it's because, like, I was letting the water kind of move me and I flowing. Like, I'm flowing with the water and I'm and then I get on to land and I feel like, oof. Same with when I get off a cruise ship, I was like, oof. The land feels weird to me. So, instinctively, I went and I laid down on my beach thingimajiggy chair. And I put a towel over my head, and then a blanket, and then a like, I kept putting things on my head and building it. And all of a sudden I was in this place and I was flashback to when I was a kid and in my mom's bed with this blanket, feeling this sense of everything and nothing all at once, I feel it's. Anyway, so. This is flashing to my head when I'm listening to the book or for the podcast, and then. I've just had so many flashes. So the flash, so then I'm in this dome. and I'm getting these, like, whisper sounds. And where am I going with this? That's where I'm distracted. I get a flash in my head about, so I got my flash about the medical staff, but then I was getting flashes last night. when I was up with, oh, my God, the belief makes things real, the pure. So I had this flash about this meditation. I had like two years ago about how pyramids are like, there's so much more to them than we know, and that the pyramid actually, like, acts as, like, a. amplifier for, like, non local communication kind of thing. So, this is so random, but when I was in the dome, I feel like that was what was happening. It was that I was getting non local communication because I was in this, like, dome structure. And yesterday, when I was listening or when I was up at 3 a.m., I was like the pyramid is even more like, like it's better for that than the dome. So the pyramid is actually part of this thing. God, this is so random. Okay, I gotta. pause this. I I'll just.. I'm gonna finish this year. I got to pick my dog off from the groomers. This is gonna be a short podcast. Short but powerful. So, um the I need to go, when I'm thinking is I need to get into some sort of pyramid, I don't know how. I told my husband, I want to go to Egypt, but I think I think that you can do experiments on ourselves at home. So I started doing, um after the dome experience, I did a meditation with a salad bowl on my head, which sounds ridiculous. But you know what? If nobody puts salad bowls on your head, how would will you ever know if it helps to become telepathic, right? Or helps with non-lo communication? So what I did, and I implore you all to do this and tell me how it goes, because, holy crap, there's a goose. Goose! Oh, my gosh. G are everywhere. And I looked at the spiritual meaning, and it was so bang on. Anyways, that goose just literally flew over my head, and now it was on the roof, standing right in front of me. I wish I could take a picture. Brett probably could. Anyways,. My God, where am I going with this? The.. pyramid.. Okay, yeah, the salad bowl. I impl implore, I love the word implore. I hope that someone else does this. So do a meditation, put a salad bowl, or any sort of like, I would say metal bowl. Why? Because that's what I did. On your head. And ask five questions. Write them out before. Like, what world event will happen in the next 72 hours and say, be very specific, and then just sit there and don't think of world events, like, just say, count to ten over and over again. And then just you want to. What's it called? Just record your findings. So ask five questions, record your findings, and then let me know, and also let me know if you've been to a pyramid, if you've ever had any sort of telepathic, non local kind of communication happening during those times. And if you have a belief in this, if it is amplified, I feel like belief is a big part of it. So if you go into, like, a place that has like magicalness to it, if you're going in and being like, oh, this is going to be magical, you're probably going to have more of a magical experience than the person being like, I think this is just a pyramid. I'm going to put my Beats headphones on and blast music so I don't hear those tiny, tiny, tiny little blips of something trying to come in, right? Like, I was with my three kids the other day at this dome, and I started getting a tingling in my ear. It took a lot for me to, like, even realize that, you know? So you have to be paying attention and you have to believe that there's something more out there and you have to want to try to discover it, right? So anyways, let me know if you have any thoughts on this. Feel free to reach out. I'm so curious what other people's experiences are. I I'm not the best communicator currently. I am working full time, and I have four kids, and so it's difficult for me to answer all the emails, but I do want you to know that I read everyone, and one day I will do a mass response. But I feel like we're all kind of in this together, trying to figure it out. So if you're with me and any of this made sense, I know I kind of rambled, but I think that domes pyramids can help amplify telepathy, I think that, um, we're all capable of non local communication, but I think that a lot of it stems from the belief behind it. Like, if you don't believe it's possible, then you're likely gonna be not being aware or noticing the things that.. whatever. Anyways, my dog roomer there and waiting for me, so I gotta go, but I hope you enjoyed this podcast. I appreciate you every one of you. I hope you subscribe, even though I very, very, very rarely actually send an email out. But, you know, one day, maybe I'll do something. If you want to support me, what you can do is head to the telepathy tapes website, because I actually don't care about funding me right now. I really care about this movie being made. It's being made, and I just want it to get the the awareness and recognition that it deserves, and I'm just so passionate and excited about what they're going to do with it. I think that it's gonna, it has the potential of changing the world and having a lot of people look at things differently. So I'm excited about that. Thanks for listening. Have a great day. Bye.