Exploring Intuition, Aphantasia, and the Power of Intention

Hello and welcome to another episode of Afantasia experiments. I am excited to have you here. uh, you might hear a little music in the background. um That is delta wave frequency music and why I'm using it is I have been developing my, you know, intuition, my gifts, my everything for a few years now and I'm at this point where things just come together and make sense so easily for me. But if but I have to have my things, you know, so um these Delta frequency waves just put me into this altered state so quickly and I think it's from, you know, years of meditation to probably this frequency that now that I when I listen to it and put my hand on my heart, I kind of drop into this zone. So I've been using it every time I do Reik on someone every time I do meditation for myself or all my kids, I put this, um, it's actually um, a fractal meditation on Gia. If you have a guy a membership, there's some hidden meditation gems in there that not everyone knows about, and there's this fractile meditation system that is my like absolute favorite thing. So if I'm ever trying to um come up to come up with a problem or a solution to a problem, or if I'm trying to energetically connect with some or intuitively connect to something or, you know, connect to my higher self anything, I will put a fractile meditation on because I can't visualize. I can't, you know do sacred geometry practices in my head or any sort of visualization practices, so a fractal medation is really awesome and they actually have this fractal meditation set to these delta frequencies. So you can stare at this this fractal meditation, which is basically just a one object multiplied in different ways and different sizes, which is basically our life, if you look at like our hand it's the same as a leaf, you know, it's the same as there's that pattern is repeated in different ways, same with like just any pattern in nature in our body, the brain, the walnut, the root system, you know, our lungs it's all connected and those are all fractals. Anyway, so when you watch this meditation, I think it's the same thing as kind of doing a sacred geometry meditation where, if you if you have any familiar, if you're not if you're familiar with sacred geometry, if you want to do a sacred geometry meditation, you'd be like meditating on a certain shape and um those shapes are actually like the the the built like the foundation shapes that build other things. Um I'm not going to explain myself properly with with sacred geometry, but the point is, if you want to use sacred geometry for, say, manifesting or recovering from like a health um impairment or ailment or if you want to improve something about yourself or, you know, retain knowledge in different way. There's there's ways of meditating on these sacred symbols. But if you have avondasia, kind of hard so you've either watch YouTube you know video of sacred geometry, but I honestly think that if you meditate with the intention, you know of healing or the intention of connecting or the intention, whatever your intention is, while doing these fractile meditations where your mind is, you know, connected to these fractals, which I think have a similar benefit to um the sacred geometry. I think that you can have a similar effect. I haven't done the full research on this, but I've just done my own practice and hey, that's something, right? Here's the thing. There's a lot of people doing a ton of research and the people who are doing research There's not a lot of funding behind it. There's not a lot of, you know, I'm just doing my own thing and what works for me. I try to share and uh yeah, so I wanted to explain that it was the whole read here was about how you might hear some music in the background and that's the delta frequencies and that music helps me connect. And so if you're trying to tap into something or you're not sure, um perhaps you're having like extreme anxiety because you have maybe maybe voices coming in that that you're like, is this my own thought? Is this someone else's thought? This is a scary thought, this is an intrusive thought. What is happening? I find um I have a bit of a cycle where I go through um periods of uh I would say like uh, dark night of the soul and to call it depression, call it call it whatever you want. I feel that we all go through these and sometimes it's way worse than others and um these frequency meditations have been really helpful for me in getting out of that space and also just connecting to my own thoughts and connecting to my own like higher thoughts because I think things can leak into our subconscious that aren't our own. And if you are able to do this kind of like delta meditation where you're doing the fractals and even if you're just listening to it, it's and and also like putting your hand on your heart is really, really helpful because you can't it's your own heart, you feel that vibration so other stuff it's harder to get in. I hope that makes sense to you. um, I was talking to a friend the other day about interests of thoughts. We all have them and I think that when you have one, you think that you're like, oh my gosh, I'm the worst person ever, but it's like no no no that's not actually what I want or desire or whatever. That is just coming in because I'm tired or whatever um when I was talking to my friend who was having having this this issue and um she had been doing a lot of meditation a lot of art work and a lot of really great things for her for her energy. But what I so I did a whole raky reading about her, what I had realized was that he she was actually so open during those, um those moments, those like moments of creativity when you get into it, when you get into a flow stage, it is so great and time goes by really fast and, you know, you can make beautiful pieces of art and do all this stuff, but you're also super open. So when you're out of that flow state, sometimes things can come in that aren't your own and there's this is like what I believe and what, you know, is coming from my own higher self is that sometimes these intrusive thoughts are like coming in because there's like lower frequencies able to get into are kind of energy space because we're so open. And it's because we had such a great day in the flowater, we had we you know, had a couple of glasses of wine or whatever that opened us up and that we're not fully protecting ourselves and it's hard because when you're having a good time and you feel good, you don't feel like you have to. But then it's like this stuff creeps in. It's like trust me when you're when you're in it, you get it. um So I did this whole thing, this Reiki, uh, my friend and it came in so strong that she needed to protect herself with crystals while she was doing the things that brought her into the flow state. So like doing like I I don't honestly, I don't know a lot about crystals. um I try to whenever I go to like a crystal store, I'll just go to whatever I'm drawn to and kind of, you know, feel around and whatever. um I've had a couple pretty crazy experiences with crystals, but I don't know anything about frequencies or anything like that. um I'm always drawn to amethyst in in Rose courts. Um, I've had crazy experiences in a in this could be a whole talk and maybe I'll just talk forever here. I don't know. um with crystals coming in and out of my life at random times. So like I'll have a crystal bracet that will like break and fly off and and then I'll put it away and someone will like or like throw it out or something and someone will find it and fix it six months later, give it back to me like random stuff like that or um you know, I lost my big amethyst thing and then eight months later, right before I'm going to do a Riki session on my friend, I find it in one of our grocery garbage bag things. Like it's because I needed it in that moment. I didn't need it. Like I certain cryals serve you in certain moments and they and they know and they come in and out of your life and they, you know, they have some power in there. There's a lot of power and crystals. There is an episode of I I pumped this in my last podcast and I don't want to be too like extra, but I really like if you haven't listened to the telepathy tapes, um, it's so good, but there's an episode in there. You have to listen to the whole thing, but there's an episode where the um one of the non-onverbal uh autistic kids is talking about that sounds ridiculous because I just said he is nonseaking and he talks, but you have to listen to the podcast. He's spelling. um I don't wanna butch this. You really have to listen to the podcasts. He's just talking about the frequencies of of the crystals and how so I think I I'm I've listened to so many podcasts about this podcast, so I'm like is it in the podcast or did she talk about this in another podcast? It's seriously so fascinating that if you listen to it, you're probably going to obsess over just like me. Maybe not. I get weird. um but in the podcast, I think what happened was the a mom of one of the artistic kids had come home or had brought Crystals home and put them in the bathroom or something in this kid like came home and immediately went to the bathroom and it was like you know, like went to it right away and like could feel it and there it was explained more in it, but there was absolutely frequency to to these crystals. So yeah. I don't know simple water. I'm sorry. Okay, so, Crystals, blah, blah, blah, it's out with that. Delta frequencies, that was that. um, and I might have to pause this to real rewind my frequency soon because it's going to end. um but uh things that have been happening in the world, here's here a couple of things. There's the wildfires that have happened in LA. I actually don't know what's going on with them as of currently I I try to honestly stay off social media and I try to just send like lab and healing to any place that I hear of harm. um, but I did do a terrible pull about it when it was like actively burning and and uh the whole thing I was getting like was it's, you know, tower, tower moment, but it's so purposeful and and that sounds awful because people's homes and and and, you know, they're Olympic medals and all these things have been destroyed. not just celebrities, but people that aren't celebrities, which I think is, you know, very, you know, these people are important too, just because they're not on TMZ. it's, you know, people's lives are are I've been uprooted, right? It's awful and devastating. Um, but in the poll that I got was like, you know, from this destruction is cut it's is going to come a rebuild, but this rebuild is going to be something that is going to set LA, like that area apart from the rest of the country in such a creative and unique way. And I know that LA, California is kind of its own like, um um identity, not, maybe not, like they've got their own thing going on, like celebs live there, you know, I don't know. I've never actually been to LA so but it's going to be this like creative hub and like um it's going to be rebuilt in such an artistic, creative way that is going to to um make them like the black sheep um the black crow, like the almost like they're its own country, you know, like, and and that's going to help drive change throughout the rest of the country. um but it's going to be there's going to be some some time it's going to take some hobby that it's going to take time. But things can things can roll out pretty quickly, honestly. It's it's gonna change how we communicate with one another. How? I think that when devastation happens on such a big, large scope, especially when celebrities are involved and it's so big in the media, it takes everyone kind of aback, you know, it makes you reflect on the things that are important to you and and it makes you look around your own home and think, oh man, what would I bring if there was a fire? What would I say save? How would I where would I go? If my house was destroyed, whose house would I crash, whose coach would I crash on? who could I take my four kids to the deserve things that make you reflect, right? And if it doesn't it maybe it should um and the people going through it, the people experiencing it. They're they're thinking about, oh my gosh, I'm so thankful that I still have my brother, my sister, my mom, or they're thinking holy crap. I don't have my mom or my sister or whatever. you know I wish I still had them or I wish I still had this or whatever, but it's it's this big um kind of global if not just North American kind of moment to reflect on what's important and what we have in our lives and how we communicate with each other and I think that we're in this huge state of, especially with women, uh, we're we're in this state of not being able to properly communicate our needs and wants and, you know, that's been happening for years, but now, you know, the I don't I don't want to get into politics because I don't, um, I don't think that's what this is this is about. um, but what I have to say is when the person who is in power now is in power, everybody loves to talk about it. and that actually is an energetic thing that is bad for everyone. It's not just about like oh, you're on his side versus this side and if you're on the side that is you know, against him people want to talk about how awful he is, but just by sitting there and talking, just is like the same with COVID, like whenever when COVID was really bad, everyone would talk about it, and then that's all we would talk about. Then you could get together or you get on a zoom meeting and half the zoom meeting would be talking about how your brother had COVID and this guy had COVID and he just got out of a thing and, you know, oh my God, when are we gonna be able to take masks off? And then it was the whole thing, right? And now it's the same thing with um Trump and and it's the same thing with any sort of politician in Canada, what we're going through right now is is um Trudeau just stepped down. I again, I don't even I'm not even really following in we have this other guy that's a kind of a trumpy guy and then you know, we have the same thing. social media, it's like all about the stupid things that he says and the stupid things that's trump says, and then it fuels everyone's fire and everyone gets angry and we all talk about it. and the talking about it and the consistently like the water cooler chatter about this negativity is like actually keeping us in a negativity, even though we're, you know, you think that, oh, just because we're not on his side and we're not like, you know, condoning what he is doing, we're we're talking about it and we're we're staying in that energy instead of trying to put our energy into something that is valuable and can shift things. Um looking at creative ways and in ways that we can communicate our our needs in more effective ways, um, I read some recently that there's like some epidemic of thyroid issues in women like across the board, there's some crazy epidemic of thyroid problems. And I think that's that's like us in us as as like a the feminine archetype not being able to fully be able to speak our our needs and wants and desires and um I think that massive changes have to happen in the world, destruction and and chaos and all the things. for us to be able to reflect on on life in a different way and communicate things differently. So the fires in LA, there was purpose behind them. No, I did not start them. I am in Canada. I would never, ever, ever in a million years. um I am so sorry for everyone who's lost anything. um there's just we're going to look back in ten years and be like, holy crap, there's going to be documentaries, there's going to be movies about it, and then we're gonna look at look at the area that the houses in the area that's been rebuilt and it's gonna be this very, very, very unique um different vibe. It's gonna be very different. That's this is my my terror prediction. All this was my like terror prediction and also just like me tapping into, you know, the energy of it all. So um that was what I got from that and also just like the the Trump stuff um I I didn't even want to say his name because I I I think I think politics in general just makes people make people angry because there's always sides, right? There's always like a battle of sides and it's it's it's about the people, not the people leading and supporting the people. How do we how can we support the people without harping on the leadership? I I'm not, I don't honestly know the answer, but I know that talking about Trump around the water cooler. Again, you might not have a water cooler, but maybe you know what I mean when you got on a Zoom call during COVID and everyone just talked about illness and how that just was not fun. It's not fun. And yes, it's, you know, can be comical to like you know, watch Jimmy Kimmel harp on Tromp and how stupid he can like the stupid things he can say, but it's like that makes you also think about the world in a bigger sense because it's like, oh, all these people are are thinking this is okay and then that makes you more depressed and like it just it can it feeds such a dark energy and I think that's the point of it like I think he knows what he's doing like he almost wants to be ridiculous so people talk about him so that your energy is low, so that he can like um be more influential and infiltrate our minds and, you know, make us do things that we don't want to do and continue to work in a way that we don't want to work and not stand up for ourselves and not communicate and not reflect on life and not, you know, just try to get out of our own our own head. We we will never be able to do that if we're all we do every day is talk about how much we hate the people who lead our country, right? That's all I'm going to say about that. Now I'm gonna stick of water. What else did I want to talk about today? Okay, I talked about the telepathy tapes. So on my website offage experiments, for some reason I'm getting a lot of like hits lately and that's awesome, so I appreciate every visitor. I have a donation page and honestly, I've been working full time. I do Reikie on the side. I absolutely love doing distant Reiki. I I do uh, like a distant Reiki intuitive read on people. I I love doing that. um on my website currently I have a donate page, and what I was doing before was I was using that to like, you know, by tuning forks or whatever and and use that for um experimenting and stuff. But now that I'm working full-time, I don't have a ton of space for for those kind of things even though that is truly like what I'm into and what I want to explore further and um I'm passionate about all of these things. Um, but uh a little birdie in my head this morning said, redirect, redirect. So my donate page now is redirecting to the telepathy tapes, donate page because I really, really, really, really, really believe in the project. Uh, I think that it has the opportunity completely change the perspective of really the majority of the world. If people pay attention and listen and and uh enough people see this, enough people, it's like the Trump Water cooler thing, enough people are talking about this, imagine the energetic shift that will happen. That is huge. It's so huge. It's so, so so so so so huge. You have no idea. So if you haven't listened to the podcast, please do. And if you if you have um, you know, two minutes out of your time, go to my website or just go to tell telepathy dav.com and go to their donate page. But we have a I have a donate page, donate button it just takes you to their site. You can watch the trailer for the documentary and um you can't just you can't not feel something. um if you're listening to this podcast and you have Appantasia, you know you think, hey, maybe, maybe you're like, oh, I have Appantasia. I was gypped. I don't have the ability to visualize. but through this podcast and through my own self discovery, I have realized that we all have gifts, we all have special parts to us, and for me I can connect to other people's emotions and energy super, super easily. I can make it like connections quickly and I feel people's heart deeply and I know that not everyone has that ability. I know that um I have elusid dreams and I have I have I have special specialness to me, even though I don't have the ability to visualize, and I think it all goes together, so these kids who are artistic and aren't able to speak or use their body properly or properly in the sense that we all think is proper, they have these insane telepathic abilities that I think that we all honestly have, but because we're so inner bodies and so inner ego minds that we aren't connected to that, and I think that we can learn so much from these kids and adults and people with um with autism or who are on the spectrum or people who we don't fully completely understand um, I think we can learn so much about our our consciousness and just everything. I think it's just so so so so so important. And um I just, I love these kids so much. I don't know them. I just I want so badly for them. to to be heard you know, uh I was at my daughter's my daughter's a tumbler and I was at our competition this weekend and there was a little girl. I don't think she was autistic, but she was not functional in her body. um I think she probably had um cerebral policy but she was sitting there and I just kept thinking, I love you. I love you and I kept sending it to her and I kept thinking man, if I hope she hears me, I hope she hears me, you know, and I hope that more people can just like see people who are not always in their body is not just wumps I don't know, like I just I want so much change to happen because of this and I want Ky Dickens I want her voice to be heard. I want her to have so much support. I want Shonda Rhymes to to listen to the podcast and be like, oh my gosh, I should do a whole thing on Netflix about this because I am the best showwriter and I'm going to write this amazing show and everyone's gonna watch it because everyone loves Shonda Rhymes, but I'm gonna team with Kai Dickens and these noneaking artistic kids, and we're gonna make this frigin amazing thing and then I'm also going to give $500 million to ki Dickens because she deserves it and she should find her own documentary and have her own creative vision with these kids. You know what she wants to do? I've I'm like Vanirling so hard over her. She's so incredible. And these kids are so incredible. I say kids and like there's teens and adults and um she wants to make like a panel of nonspeakers, like match them with, you know, people and in like so some if there's a nonspeaker who has um the ability to like knows everything about engineering.c these people these these individuals are often savants and like crazy savants where, you know, you can read four books at the same time, which could be tele tele telepathy, not actually speed reading or whatever, but um Anyways, the point I'm trying to make is she wants to change the way it's not just the documentary. She wants to change how these people are contribute in this world because they can they can contribute so much. They could solve our our biggest issues, you know, and I think some of our biggest issues are are our egos are driving the force. And if we were able to actually let our non ego, our hire self, um which I think these these individuals are more connected to if we had them driving the force more or connected to people who, you know, are were decision makers if if we could use them and and and I and use them in in a positive way, because I think there's this there's this, um, um, I keep getting the splash of like goodwill hunting, which is like my favorite movie. uh, you know, how he's super intelligent and he can do all the math. in this it's like I'm getting all these these different film references in my head. There's this movie called Gifted where there's this little blonde girl who is like super smart and he's the the the uncle who's the dad, like the guardian, is worried that they're going to like take her away and use her for CIA spy stuff or whatever, right? So in Goodwill hunting, he was worried that, you know, he he's so smart. He what is he going to go and work for the CIA and decode bombs or whatever? That's not what he wants for his life. Um, and there there's this like sense of using your telepathic gifts for evil, but that doesn't happen when you are coming from a non- egoic place that's the that's the whole thing right so these kids have these gifts. And again I'm saying kids, these people have these gifts and it's because of the lack of the connection to the ego, okay? So once you add in some like evil ploy to kill a bunch of Russians or whatever, I don't know I said Russians, but I think because I have Disney movies and grade into my head of the evil Russians, hockey tournaments, um I have nothing against Russian people, by the way. But like once you have an evil ploy in your head, which is all based on ego, well, you're not going to be able to connect in the way that's needed, you know, to to to actually do the evil thing, right? So you're not going to be able to like remote view an orphan of like a camp to blow up because that is not for the highest good of all things, you know, and I think that if you're coming from a place of your heart and all and from good and from your higher self, not from your ego self, than that's where you're able to access access this like, you know, profound information in the savant skills and all of this stuff. um, and so there's this like worry that if these kids are able to do all this stuff, well, wouldn't they be able to do all this evil stuff too? Well, no, it's not going to happen that way and these these kids just need our support to be able to hurt be heard. um The big a big issue in the school systems and stuff is that that the spelling isn't recognized by the speech board or whatever, and Listen to the podcast and I talked about it so much in the other one, but um yeah, I just wanted to. I don't even know what I was talking about there. So, um I'm going to pause this for a second because I had to blow my nose. Okay. I want to apologize, even though you have no idea that it took, you know, two minutes for me to go. Well, my nose and let my dog out and whatever. So, um, back to the podcast. um, one thing I wanted to go back on with the communication is sometimes I think that when I say okay. Going back to the throat chakra. There is a lot of people who are struggling with their throat chakra, which can come out in thyroid problems or COVID or coughs or sore throats just also just feeling like you don't know how to speak your own needs and uh that's usually like the base of it and then it comes out in in manifest and like your body. You know, not being okay and whatever. And what I think that not everyone realizes and and this is what I was getting um in my my pole was that communication sometimes it's sometimes communication is more about listening, okay? It's not always about using your voice. Sometimes it's about sitting back and just soaking it all in and hearing stuff I think that in our society currently, we all want to be heard and that is a valid thing that the normal thing we want to be heard. We want to feel like we matter and we all do. but sometimes sometimes observing is the part of our life we just need to be in and we don't need to contribute our voice So I find like an example of this would be um someone does this big project at work, say they do a PowerPoint presentation for work. and it's beautiful and it's really well done. It's worded perfectly. It all the key stuff is there. There might be a couple little editorial things that need to be changed. So five people look through it. The first person has three changes, and they're like this is really great. whatever. but each person feels that they need to contribute something. So the second person might be like both completely clean as great, but they're gonna be like well, can you just fix the typography on this page because I feel like it could be this. And then the last person is just randomly thrown in something and by the end of it it doesn't even look as good as it originally looked because it's just everybody had to throw in an opinion just to be heard, and sometimes you don't need to do that. Sometimes all you need to do is say wow, that's great or support the person who was supposed to be heard in the first place. um I find social media is like this kind of horrible, but also a great place. Like it can be I'm I work in social media so I do a lot of social media stuff so I actually stay off of it. That's why I'm not really, you might follow me on TikTok but I barely ever post. um and I, yeah, if you message me on there, like it takes me forever to respond because I I actually don't really know how to use TikTok. I find it very confusing. Um But what I do find is like, and I don't care about comments because I'm like whatever, I again, I don't even know how to get to them. So like when you someone leaves me a nasty comment, I'm like, I don't even know where to get to you to respond. I don't want to get to me, but my I have a friend who's on TikTok and she'll for her heart out with someone says something negative it can really affect her. And even if there's 40 positive ones and I think that sometimes people say things just because they want to be heard and they don't realize the weight of what they're saying is actually detrimental to the person who also wants to be heard and what's the point of, you know, I don't know. I I find social media. I'm sure there's a lot of bots out there, like putting people down and trying to bring the whole energy down. But I sometimes feel like people just like enjoy um like what want to be heard more of more more than they want to make other people in this world feel valued and I think that's so like I mean, it's the opposite of like the meaning of life to me. I feel like we're all here and we're all connected and we all matter. And if you take away someone else's value just because you want your voice to be overpowering theirs and that is not that is not um a very kind and loving thing and that is also where we damage our throat chakra. So this is where I was getting back to is that communication needs to change. It's not just about using her voice more, so when I say communication change, I don't mean that every single one of you listening to this is like meant to start a podcast. I'm saying some of you are and some of you are going to make really great podcasts and some of you maybe should be therapists and some of you should use your voice and lots of different ways. Some of you need to communicate to your partner differently. Some of you need to communicate to your kids differently. Some of you and many of you need to communicate to yourself differently. but communication doesn't always mean just talking. It can mean you need to listen more and you need to um say silent more and also when you get into the flow of being able to truly connect to your heart and and your higher self, that is when you can, you know, start to communicate um most effectively and get into like a flow of communication that best serves you. And talking isn't always the best form of communication for people. Sometimes people communicate through body language through dancing through um singing through writing music, through writing a book. um And as I mentioned before, if you're doing anything creative and you get into a flow state, try to remember to um protect yourself. I know that sounds just counter, whatever, but this is something new. I'm coming across and I've never really I've read about, you know, protecting yourouse self spiritually and and what on. We should be always protecting ourselves, but um it's this this when you're in a flow state to make sure that you're protected in that state because that's when magical things can happen, but also you're just open to anything and and uh yeah, what was the last thing I wanted to talk about? sorry this podcast is a bit all over the place. I feel like most of mine are, you know, and that's okay. I feel like I talked about a bunch of random stuff that's important. Go in and and listen to the tell telep the tapes if you have an already. um I wanted to talk about uh the placebo effect and how important our intentions are. I know talk about so many times on the podcast, but sort I need more water. I could just pause this. Every time I get I'm gonna pause it, I'm gonna get water. Oh, that was so weird. okay, so I went to get water and then I went to like re like unppause my voice recording. And it went from 43 minutes to 144 minutes and then back to 44 seconds, 44 minutes. Anyways, ran up glitches like that though, like when you noticed glitches like that? I'm always likeah, that wasn't nothing. That was like you know, my dead grandfather saying hi. you know. I don't know. Um, so placebo effect. I wanted to talk about that because if you don't believe the placebo effect is real, I mean, it is. It's very real whenever they do drug trials, it's like a legit thing that, you know, people take the sugar pill and then it ends up working for them because they think that they're taking the other ones. So this is why the power of your intention is so so so so so so so so so so so so powerful. And that's like the science behind it. um so my friend the other day, um, I did this whole r worky thing on her and I was telling her about the crystals and all the stuff that was coming in and and uh, she ended up going and getting some crystals. um, but the thing that there was so important, it was part of this this this Reiki um and this message that I got was that each crystal she got. So a lot of people say when they when they get crystals, like you go to the crystal store or whatever. and you go to what you're drawn to. or, you know, pick up a crystal book and and if something says that that you know, promotes love, go pick that up. however you want to buy your crystals, do whatever, you know, but if you're just, you know, throwing your crystals on your desk and that's that, then that they're just going to be rocks to you, right? Pretty rocks, but if you're taking the crystal and actually setting an intention to the crystal, then that crystal holds that power and just like that sugar pill, that that intention lose that that power lives in this crystal now. It really, really, really works. It sounds like it sounds it sounds I like to say cuckoo bananas that's like what I like to say, but it sounds I don't think it sounds crazy anymore. The more that I know about life and the way things work, it's not crazy. Everything holds a vibration and everything can hold an intention, and we all hold intentions, and the more that we can hold an intention of love the more we can have access to a greater knowing, a greater consciousness, a greater beauty, and a deeper connection to everything and everyone. um So Sibo effect add intention to everything, plants, okay, this is the other thing. I get like this has to be 404 hours long. Plants. and water, they are living things, right? And they know things and how can I explain myself here? Plants are always listening. So I have this beautiful uh orchid on my um, right by my sink. It's been there for years. The amount of times my husband has said, this thing's dead, right? Should I get rid of it? And I say, oh no, it's not dead, and then I go and I talk to it and tell it how much I love it and how beautiful it is, and then a couple weeks later it's sprouting again telling you this thing and I have a deep connection. Also, I know they live forever, but it's a connection and I communicated with it and I know it's listening to me and I know that all plants listen to us in trees and if you are ever feeling deeply lost or or you're confused and you can't figure out the solution to a problem walking through a forest can like really, really snap you out of that. And I think it's because there's wisdom in in the plants and the trees and um that can like telepathically be downloaded into you and you can, you can know things um at a deeper level uh because I think that we're all ooh, my dog is barking. We're all connected, and we're all nature, right? We're all living things. And I think that the tree, you know, has similar characteristics that we have and maybe it's moving at us shorter, quicker, like a different vibber fibry fibr vibac vibration C Wow. The trees like we're just, if we're moving at a different frequen there we go vibr vibration seat, that's not a word. What if the trees are like the holder of wisdom, you know? I know that they can communicate. I know they're listening and I know they're super intelligent and I know that we just assume that we're this like the highest, you know, living intelligence, but I think that we're surrounded by intelligence that we don't understand how to access. And I think the more, you know, we stay open to the idea that plants and nature are living and intelligent, you know, the more and the more we can communicate with them and set the intention of like coexisting and co working with these plants and and in water. It's where I was going to get to this was, I I don't know if it was a documentary I was watching about, you know, how you can talk to water and I've done these experiments on myself where I've I've talked to water. One lots of water and another glass of water, I yelled at one glass of water, I like sang to and said, loving words too, in the way that the water was the next morning was different. One was more like, um you know how water gets like the bubbles in it. I forget which one was which, but one was different. There there they' very different one was bubbly one's not. So there was a difference and then I did another experiment with color and one color was darker than the other. So I want to keep doing this. It's very, very cool. um but how to use this where am I going with the placebo intention, all this crap? With water, water holds intention too, just like crystals. If you talk to your water and talk to your plans and like, you know, if you're having a problem, I know it sounds crazy. I whenever I'm struggling the most and sometimes when I'm struggling the most, I didn't even want to do this because who wants to put boots on, when you're struggling, but I live by a forest so I'm really awesome. I can walk through the forest and I usually feel much better after. or I take a shower. showers are great for me. But there's a connection see water. There's a connection to this this nature. But when you add the intention, so if you walk through the forest of the intention of solving this problem or like having a different perspective or whatever, then the nature will help you solve it. If you go into the shower with this intention, you have to put the intention behind it, so you could have the intention of you know, losing weight you want to lose weight while you give the intention to your food that you don't want it to to put on extra weight that doesn't serve you. Like, add the intention to everything in in your life and don't assume whatever has been told to you by the media is true. Set your own intentions for life, set your own intentions for what you eat, set your own intentions for what you drink and how you drink and you know, how that's feeding your body and how it's fueling you. Send intentions for everything. I'm telling you this is my new thing intentions are are so important and can really shift how how life uh treats you and um yeah, and also working with plants and and and water and and this higher consciousness energy, which all comes from living through like a heart space, uh, and not living in through an egoic space where you're, you know, trying to be heard at the detriment of other people. So I think that's all I'm going to talk about for now that's an hour episode. um again, if you have any desire to book a riki session with me, I I haven't updated my website in a while, but I think I say on there like 36 hours or something. I'm booking more like a week in advance now, uh, just because I am working full-time, but through the reiki uh session, I will let you know when a good time is, I'll give you kind of space for it. And uh, what I do is I will do it wherey session and then I will do kind of like a voice note recording of everything I I I got and then threw that as kind of like an an intuitive read um as well. So it's kind of like a a healing slash I don't want to say psychic because it's more like telepathic, just tuning into your own energy field and um getting a feel from for where where you are now and the steps that can be taken to help improve and and and make you more help you be more soul and heart aligned, um, which will help you, you know, feel more, more love and passion and enjoying your life. So, uh feel free to book, no pressure. My website is appintus experiments.com and while you're there, donate to the tele telepathy tapes. I will one day be able to say that word. I don't know. And hey, Shonda rhymes, if you're the kind of person who likes to Google your own name, maybe you're seeing this because you came across my podcast, because your name came up in the transcript. Uh, I'd love to work with you on a project, uh, and includes K Dickens and uh making a Netflix series that is also co-directed by some non-speakers. Okay, that's it for today. Thank you so much for tuning in. I really appreciate each and every one of you. um and don't forget to love on each other in like an appropriate way, not in a creepy way, be kind speak your voice, but use it in a way that brings people up. Don't ever try to bring other people down unless it's to set a boundary for yourself because other people are putting you down, said boundaries too. It's important for your own energy and for your own spiritual safety and for your own wellbeing that is all I've to say about that. See the beauty and everything I hope you have a wonderful wonderful day and I will talk to you soon. Take care.